Awestruck And Anticipation

Awestruck and Anticipation #NakedMoms

Five years ago today, I was sitting in my small, 4 room apartment in Philadelphia with a newborn Ayva. Just 7 days old, we had only gotten out of the hospital 2 days earlier. The first night, my our home was filled with people. My sister, Ayva’s godmother, and godfather all stayed the night to help me try to figure out…everything. With no bottles to clean thanks to an eager to nurse newborn, and a co-sleeping arrangement, the first night went pretty well (just one episode of tears from me.) The second night, five years ago today, we were on our own. Taking care of Ayva, and continuing the bond that we started months before, I was kind of awestruck that this little human that I had been expecting and anticipating was finally here. To this day, I’m not quite over it.

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Awestruck and Anticipation

Awestruck and Anticipation

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Every month, I’ll be revealing the truth about motherhood with other Mother Writers. This month, our theme was MOTHERHOOD & EXPECTATION. Follow the hashtag #NakedMoms, and check out the links below (coming soon!) from the other moms and find out which stories resonate with you the most!

Motherhood and Expectation by Laila at Only Laila

Motherhood As Told By Selfies by Thien-Kim at I’m Not The Nanny

Motherhood and Expectation by Vaneese at Mommy Works A Lot

Motherhood and Expectation by Jessica at A Parent In America

Motherhood and Expectations by Stephanie at When Crazy Meets Exhaustion

My Motherhood Journey In Photos by Joyce at Mommy Talk Show

Expecting Motherhood: The Pregnancy Principle by  Makeba at MelisaSource

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12 responses to “Awestruck And Anticipation”

  1. 24/7 Modern Mom™ Avatar
    24/7 Modern Mom™

    This is a fabulous idea! Go #NakedMoms

    1. BrandiJeter Avatar
      BrandiJeter

      Thanks so much, @247modernmom:disqus! Such a great group of women!

  2. Laila Avatar
    Laila

    <3 LOVE your belly photo!

    I remember when I brought BB home. It was just me and him, so many memories of "make it work!" LOL

    1. BrandiJeter Avatar
      BrandiJeter

      Thank you, @disqus_maMio09mJA:disqus. YES! That was the feeling, “Make it work”. No other option!

  3. MELISASource Avatar

    Such a beautiful expression. The first few nights at home with the firstborn child are very memorable moments!

    1. BrandiJeter Avatar
      BrandiJeter

      They really are, @MELISASource:disqus. I don’t think I’ll ever forget them!

  4. Summer Len Davis Avatar
    Summer Len Davis

    What a beautiful baby she was! I love your expressions in each photo. You look sullen and terrified but so in love. I’m glad to hear I’m not the only one who had crying fits when she was left alone with her new baby.

    1. BrandiJeter Avatar
      BrandiJeter

      @summerlendavis:disqus Definitely terrified, but goodness, what a rush to hold that baby in my arms…finally!

  5. Joyce Brewer Avatar
    Joyce Brewer

    Isn’t it hard to believe how we used to have ALL the control when this little people were inside us? Now that they’re out, we bend to their whims and needs.
    A.J. is my boss. Just like Ayva is yours.
    And there’s no better job in the world!
    Love her newborn photos.

    1. BrandiJeter Avatar
      BrandiJeter

      So true, @joycebrewer:disqus. She runs this. HAHA!

  6. Jacquie Dudt-Mulzet Avatar
    Jacquie Dudt-Mulzet

    I adore the pic of you pregnant. Such a sweet moment of connection between you and that sweet little peanut still in the womb!

    1. BrandiJeter Avatar
      BrandiJeter

      Thank you, @jacquiedudtmulzet:disqus! That was the NIGHT BEFORE she was born. I was so ready!

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